SHE-MALE TROUBLE
2nd HAND LIFE
Someone kills someone thereīs blood in the snow Guess she was female was she ready to go? TV tries to get you higher like if it as your own desire
Drawn in bad news nothing stays the same Evil still wins the good old game TV tries to get you higher like if it as your own desire
Itīs all o.k. Tell me your frightness of today
Donīt you see the need to break away Take your chance to end this second hand life today
TOO STRONG 
Hey would you please wait a minute cause Iīm trying to explain There is something weird about you what is driving me insane Let me try to put things right so you wonīt ever get me wrong Cause I hate this ugly feeling and itŦs getting way too strong Why did I wait so long being pushed by things youīve done Maybe I was waiting for someone to come along Someone who would handle all the huzzle that you caused Someone else to deal my trouble - someone else but me!
Donīt keep me waiting and donīt ask why Truth coming up while the sun will rise Just leave my life donīt say goodbye Cause I need to be on fire
Bang! Here you are! And you ask me straight away "do you have a sofa, could I stay?" Just for the weekend? For another week? For another month? For another life? My fridge is empty!
All the things you thought we had Gone in minute ... Oh god Iīm trying - I never lie!
UGLY 
Wanna know why you stare at me It seems like youīve never seen a human being Iīm so special - I am cool Youīre just an idiot who will never break his rules If you canīt stand the way I am then go away cause I will bring this to an end
Canīt stand the world, Iīm staying home Just want the rest of you to leave me alone I got my telly - my thrills are cheap Well this is all I need - yeah this is all!
I need Do you feel the burning inside your guts Does make you leave your home to search anything that hurts I tell you all this pain will never go away It will be your compagnon any other day There ainīt no fight to win, no love to proof, no anything You wonīt be better anyway
You better learn to ignore the tribe
Canīt stand the world Iīm staying home Just want the rest of you to leave me alone I got my lessons - I learned em well Iīm way too tired to fight myself
BREAK IT UP
Iīm turning pages in my head Nothing new is coming up - itīs all been said I canīt believe what I still do Iīm burning out, Iīm chasing clouds, I never grow
Should break it up why canīt you see Things never ment that much to me
Thereīs nothing easy I should know Getting older like you told me years ago Words like "Iīve seen it all before" Just cracks me up donīt wanna hear no more
Iīm awfull lost without your love Too afraid to I would let my weakness show Wish I could change your point of view Things would be different and we could do what we do
KILLIN KEEPIN HER ALIVE
She's tumblin blind, irritated by light Attracted to forbidden things Cause that's what makes her feel alright So there she is off again God knows why and god knows when
Oh so bad and so good Killin keepin her alive Cause she knows that she should
Sheīs feeling fine So weird in her mind Bending down and straighten up Guess what she will find
She's on her way to paradise Sheīs made that solemn promise with closed eye
MRS MILLER 
Last night I wrapped my dreams around you Dreamt you were dead and I found you I canīt understand the reason why But Iīm glad that itīs a lie
I never got to what youīre up to But if youīre up to what I got to Deal along all day and every night Just wanted things to turn out right But I know where to go And Iīm sure that lifeīs a bore
Oh I say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah - whatīs coming up Iīm gonna waste all my time with you Oh I say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah - whatīs coming up I gonna clear it up for you
DONīT TELL ME WHAT TO DO 
Itīs been more than two weeks that I try to get some sleep When all those questions running deep The trouble is that I need to concentrate Time slips away - itīs getting late Iīve been in this about a million times or more I walked through doors that should have been ignored I get upset watching you sleep I take a deep breath and I start to speak
Donīt tell me what to do cause I know now
Iīm so confused - cannot think straight All those decisions waiting to be made I run in circles in my spiral soul I need some answers - I need control
IT
I close my eyes and see as it flashed across my screen Way to fast for me couldnīt grab what Iīve just seen Once again I tried to rewind my memories Once again it died inside of me
Was it something that I couldnīt see? Was it something that was not for real? Was it something that I donīt wanna know about? Was it anything at all?
Could I ever bury what I failed to justify On a cemetary of a thousand living lies Once again I tried to rewind my memories Once again it died inside of me
DOWN WITH ME
I take it out on me while Iīm sitting here It takes just two words to describe my fear With tons of love and a fucking confidence It takes just two words and it all makes sense
Iīm telling lies I tried to hide I tried to set up things and again I burnt my wings
Come on down, come on down, just come on down with me Well I wanted to be found Come on down, come on down, just come on down with me Iīve never been so down
I am a dead flat broke - get me outta here It takes some guts to ride, but you will my dear So donīt think twice - just think again Canīt you see Iīm fading? I wonīt appologize!
MOTOWN D.A.N. 
May I borrow time from you? I seem to run out still got a million things to do I never thought I could ever be this way Iīm my own slave and still Iīm watching my decay
Years ago Iīve been killing time Where nothing could affect me Cause the world was mine I know it was right to change like the wind Cause I felt burned out got so tired of it
Money making is a wonderful thing Oh, money making is a wonderful thing Why canīt that be something inbetween Well money making is a wonderful thing
Why am I so full of doubt? The things I do now Make me wanna scream and shout I never thought I could ever be this way Iīm my own slave and Iīm watching my decay
CANīT MAKE ME STAY
Iīm steppin in Tryin to give it a sin Not reachin out Just want to say it aloud But I donīt know why I canīt be this way I donīt know why you canīt make me stay
Yeah, I donīt know
Just kiss and tell I might see you in hell Donīt you wind me up Cause Iīll be on the top But I donīt know why I canīt be this way I donīt know why you canīt make me stay
THE DAY THAT I DIE 
The day that I die I will leave you with a smile I will just turn around and gently say goodbye And when we go there ainīt none to leave behind Cause all we had was nothing but this good time
TIME TO ASK FOR MORE 
Donīt need no instincts to please my needs Iīm living in this system that protects and even feeds But conveanience makes greedy and Iīm a thankless whore I never ever asked for this but now I want some more
Now itīs time to proof the values Yes itīs time to check some rules Cause noone will come to give what I want Now itīs time to ask for some more!
All the years of wellfare wouldnīt keep me calm I saw the clouds of anger growing on And the decend piece of luck that I certainly deserve Never ever stopped my hunger I got worse and worse
Now itīs time to proof the values Sure itīs time to check some rules Cause I donīt want to be in endless misery I really need something else Yes itīs time to kill the values Yes itīs time to change some rules And if noone will come I will take what I want You can stay where you - stay who you are I wonīt take this anymore!
Unkind I GOT YOU IN MIND MEMORIES - UNKIND ALLWAYīS TRYING TO PROTECT YOU FROM ALL THAT SHIT WE WENT THROUGH BUT - TIME SLIPPED RIGHT THROUGH OUR HANDS CRYING OUT DIDNīT MAKE MUCH SENSE SOMETHINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE I WOULD NEVER DO THE SAME SOMETHINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE AND IīM NOT THE ONE TO BLAME I TURN BACK TIME INSIDE MY MIND I CALL YOUR NAME REEEETUUUURRNING PAIN ALL REGRETS ARE COMING LATE AND WHAT I FEEL I CANīT EXPLAIN SO HERE I AM WASTING TIME HEY BABE I STILL GOT YOU IN MIND
Time runs fast LIFE THROWS YOU IN LIFE KICKS YOU OUT AND THERE AINīT TIME THINKING ABOUT WHAT TO KEEP - WHAT TO THROW IīD RATHER SCREAM LOUD AND FIGHT THAN TO RUN BACK AND HIDE INSIDE A SECRET PLACE TIME RUNS FAST AND SO AM I IF I STUMBLE I DONīT CRY DAILY TERROR FRIGHTENS ME AND THEREīS SO MUCH I DIDNīT SEE COULDNīT HEAR A THING TODAY ALL THOSE WORDS WE OUGHT TO SAY ALL THOSE PRAYERS PREACHERS PRAY GODīS NEVER BEEN MY FRIEND TIME RUNS FAST AND SO AM I IF I STUMBLE I DONīT CRY NAKED PEOPLE BLACK AND WHITE IS THERE A DIFFERENCE DEEP INSIDE?
Stuck BRIGHT AWAKE IT ALL CAME BACK SAME FILM PLAYING ON AND ON INSIDE HER HEAD THEREīS HIM BEATING HER IN FULL ATTACK SHE FEELS THE PANIC SHE ALWAYS GETS FALLEN TEARS SHE CANNOT STOP AND NOT TO DROWN SHE JUMPS UP TRIES TO SWALLOW THAT BITTER TASTE HAD TO GET THINGS STRAIGHT WIPES HER FACE THINGS TURN BLACK WAKING UP AGAIN THINGS TURN BLACK FEELING STUCK AGAIN HEARS HIM WHISPER IīM RIGHT HERE JUST A DREAM INSIDE A DREAM WAS IT SOMETHING HE JUST SAID WAS IT JUST HIS MISTAKE WAS THERE SOMETHING I COULD DO I HOPE IT HURT HIM, TOO WAS IT SOMETHING I JUST SAID SOMETHING HE DIDNīT GET WAS THERE SOMETHING I COULD DO DOES HE FEEL GUILTY, TOO THINGS TURN BLACK WAKING UP AGAIN THINGS TURN BLACK FEELING STUCK AGAIN
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